Just as the title says, this is just a random collection of thoughts and conversations i have with my subconsciousness.
Now, as I am frantically trying to type down four separate blogs, i cannot help but wonder why.
Why am I doing this?
Why is my school forcing me to do this?
Of course it's for the grade, but i find myself, every week, wracking my brain for things to ponder about. It truly is a hard thing to do. I admit some topics are less appealing than others, but then again i was desperate because i needed a good grade.
It is actually sad that this is graded. It puts a lot of pressure on us. What if our topic isn't satisfactory to our teacher?
Well, I actually know that experience. Originally I wanted this blog to be about me drawing things, posting them, and adding a short story to every drawing. I loved this idea.
I was so ecstatic, that i didn't come up with any other ideas to present to the teacher.
I was so sure she'd love it.
But, alas, she didn't.
Naturally I was quite down heartened. That idea was flawless, it was something i would've enjoyed doing.
But now, I am blogging about my thoughts.
Of course, I'd rather do this than blog about a concrete subject, But it's nnothing compared to my original idea.
Now, to quickly switch gears, Let's talk about this place.
I have only a few followers, yet others view me.
I wonder what draws them to my sad excuse for a blog.
It is quite pathetic really. Most entries are just rushed and mindless opinions on things.
None if it seems to mean anything.
And yet, strangers read it anyway. Don't get me wrong, I love getting views. However, I just want to know why.
Why my page?
Did one of my pitiful topics snag your attention?
If so, thank you for reading it. I'm surprised any one is reading this blog at all! It is funny how some things can appeal to others, while at the same time revolting the rest of us.
Again, I thank you for bearing with me, and until next week, blog on!!
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