Now, this isn't a very descriptive subject; nonetheless, I shall pursue it.
How far is "too far"? Well, that depends on what subject you're talking about. Talking about taking a trip? In that case if you pass your turn, you've gone too far.
But enough with that simple and easily explained example. What about us, the Homo Sapiens? How far is too far for our own souls to handle? That, I think, depends on our own life experiences. How have we been emotionally and physically hurt? If, for example, your parents were abusive, how far is too far when it comes to your tolerance? How will that make you act around other people? It might always seem that you're thinking, "I can't stand it anymore. One more fight and I swear I'm going to explode and leave this place forever!". Unfortunately, more fights come and you still tolerate them; just barely.
But where is that line drawn?
When will it be snapped?
What will happen?
One can only guess, but, for the sake of this blog, I shall try.
If that line is crossed, you will explode. I personally think that all of your emotion's will start pouring out of you all at once; the pain from all the fighting, the sadness of feeling unloved, the anger at your parents (and possibly friends), the loneliness that you have shrouded yourself in, and the confusion of "what do I do now?". All these things rush through you like a tidal wave from a blasted dam. You start drowning in all this, and as you fade to the calm blackness of the water, you realize how much you have been hurt, not only emotionally, but psychologically as well; And this scares you.
Is there any lasting damage from all of that? How will I turn out when I'm older?
You don't know. No one does.
During your trip in those white water rapids, you start saying and doing things that you'll probably regret later. However, life is full of bad choices, and your guilt will eventually fade in the end. And then life will go on. You'll wash up on a dry, sandy shore sometime later. However, you'll feel cleaner than you have ever felt. Maybe sometimes we all need to have our souls pushed "Too Far", just so we can cleanse ourselves and start a new.
How far is "Too Far"?
Far enough to take you somewhere new, and hopefully, better.
Blog on my friends...
Blog on.
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